I am grateful this season that my husband is lucid, alert, and thankful for one more Christmas together. His Gasteoparesis is not as bad for some reason, we are watching movies for the last three nights. I never have his company in the evenings, as he usually rests.
I am aware that we never know what the next year will bring us, try not to let negativity creep in at quiet times. We had our 49th Anniversary this year, looking forward to that magical 50.
I too hope you all can find the good.